02 June 2009 | 4:25 pm
MY LIFE IN RUINS
HA! Can't wait! hahahahaha. Boom.
02 June 2009 | 2:13 pm
I'm in the office
By myself, researching Art Deco Brooklyn apartments, cute kitchen utensils and listening to Charlie Sexton's "Beat So Lonely". It's grand that song is - it made it's mark on the Some Kind of Wonderful soundtrack.
I've been emailing my brother and we're starting to psych ourselves up for the trip over. There's a bar called Pirate Bar on Hydra, a small island in the Saronic Gulf. On this island there are no cars & it's a small boat ride from Athens. Ohhhh, Med summer here were come. Which is good cause the further away from here I am the better, the sooner the better. I miss my friends that I can talk to, Tara, Dan, Mil...
What is it with shifty R&B? I'm listening to Ja Rule right now (a slight shift to Charlie Sexton for sure) and it truly is classic stuff. I recall when Katie and I used to walk around the bay singing to this stuff. Good times, we were so young back then...
I think I wish I'd made "Love & Sex & Magic" - or the video clip at least. It was directed by Diane Martel and it features sexual innuendo and beautiful rainbow colours and lots of ridiculous skin tight costumes. I think that's the difference between actors and behind the scenes people (standard) - i can't ever see myself as part of a scene but lord knows I'd love to create a world that people can watch and FEEL a response to. Not too lucid but that's as far as I can explain myself, not particularly eloquent/descriptive today.
I find this blog hilarious for some reason
the pudgie report. Show me a way which does not point to mecca.
01 June 2009 | 9:51 am
Edit
+ I love my barista. He's Croat, he's gentle, he has black hair and blue eyes. He's beautiful. So is his sister. So is his wife (I'm assuming).
+ I have to research photos of cheesy lovey dovey couples. I feel nauseous.
+ I think I've pinched a nerve in my elbow again & my forearm keeps going numb and it's starting to piss me off.
+ I want a massage. Yum.
+ I really feel like being amongst ancient ruins today
+ Only 32 days and 4 hours to go. Thank you GOD
+ Last Titanic Survivor died today.
+ Major flashbacks to witchery - robbie williams Swing When You're Winning is playing in the office.
+ Who needs internet porn when you have Getty Images?
31 May 2009 | 7:22 pm
Why on earth
am I watching shit like Merlin. It's shit. So terribly shit. The music, the 3d, the ActingBut Lancelot is hot. Actually all 3 are. Merlin, Lancelot & Arthur.
Let it go. I really need to really let it go. So friggin' cryptic. I'm sorry. I'll stop I promise.
What is it with men aged between 40 & 60, they're not even creepy or sleazy.
31 May 2009 | 8:35 am
Can you believe
I slept maybe 3.5 hours last night knowing I had to work an 8 hour shift today. I just couldn't sleep for the life of me. What on earth is wrong with me?
Major milestone crossed last night. This one is crossed down for the books & it was as foolish as I thought it might be. But still fun.
28 May 2009 | 8:54 am
Life is
Unbearably good right now.
+ In the office on my own for 2 days
+ 36 days to go
+ Good weekend coming up.
+ Barcelona won. Guardiola is friggin gorgeous. So is Valdes.
+ Last night was great, as was already spoken of (I feel young again!)
+ My parents without hounding initiated the use of the car in Greece for my brother and I (although this could be a bad thing - have you SEEN how the Greeks drive? Not as bad as the Egyptians I suppose)
+ Good music.
+ I'm feeling mildly healthy apart from the not sleeping thing.
28 May 2009 | 4:00 am
It's friggin 4 in the morning
And I can't sleep. Mind is buzzing like a spastic. BUZZING.
I saw some friends perform last night and they were SO good. It was at uni and I felt so nostalgic and sad as I walked through the campus - that joint holds so many significant memories for me.
Barcelona v. Man U. I'm going for Barce. They have the hotter coach - he seriously gives Murinho a run for his money. Almost at the "Special One's calibre" but not quite. Guardiola doesn't have distinguished old man hair with the gray in it. Hot.
What'm I doing? GAH!
26 May 2009 | 10:50 am
AHHHHHHHHH!!!
So I just changed my flight from the 9th to the 5th. Of July. Because - my brother's coming with me for 3.5 weeks! I'm so stupidly excited!
That means my countdown has just minimised. Only 10 shifts at the godforsaken bakery left. Although this leaves me with no time to do anything. Yipes!
24 May 2009 | 7:12 pm
40 days of full time work to go or moreso:
23 May 2009 | 5:14 pm
Uh oh
Eeeemotionals. I need maybe a bit of dutch courage.
There's this woman at my weekend job who is the rudest, most condescending, pure bitch - I think when I resign I might actually tell her to fuck off. That is SO out of character for me but I think I might do it. She is THAT rude.
I got told last night that I was "a relationship sort of girl". What does that even mean? Is it a euphemism for "You're not hot enough to just perve on or want to make out with but you have enough of a personality so that someone might want to hang out with you...?" I need an explanation - because I don't necessarily view myself as a relationship sort of girl. Hmmm.
Oh my god, I can't wait to see Dillinger.
21 May 2009 | 10:47 am
More Kaiser Karl Genius
"Guilty feelings about clothes are totally unnecessary. A lot of people earn their living by making clothes, so you should never feel bad."
19 May 2009 | 5:44 pm
This is colloquially known as sheer Genius